You make me wanna…

October 23, 2008

…stick a pair of scissors through my eye sockets and cut up my brain.
…cut my own head off and play basketball with it.
…take a puppy by its tail, swing it over my headless body and launch it from the roof.

You get the idea. With every passing second, I feel like I’m wasting my time and money more and more. Really? A French Civilization class to complete my translation program? Really? I’m gonna have to take the second part of that class because the school sucks too much to have a wider range of French courses available? Really? You created a small, seemingly focused program that is ideally completed in one year but you don’t offer all the relevant classes in the same year? REALLY?

Am I overreacting or does everything here just suck? This is one of the things that I probably would be okay with if I had a lot of money and could afford to half-ass my life until I decided what I wanted to do with it, but that is not my present situation. I took out a private loan for this shit — a private loan on which I’m gonna have to pay a fuckload of interests.

Someone answer this question once and for all: why in the name of FUCKING CHRIST did I decide to come here?

I feel like an asshole for bitching about this every time someone asks me, “So, how’s school?”, but you know what? They fucking asked, and I’m gonna fucking answer.

…FUCK!!!!!!!

4 Responses to “You make me wanna…”

  1. Scott Bowen said

    Was it a money thing? Or geography (School is close to home)?

    Now a question.
    What are you doing to need a French translation course?

  2. listentothecity said

    School’s in a different state; money’s always an issue. I’m not sure what you’re asking me, though.

    I’m just getting a certificate in French translation; so it’s not “real” grad school.

  3. Scott Bowen said

    I was trying to find an answer to your question.

    “why in the name of FUCKING CHRIST did I decide to come here?”

    You will have to excuse my ignorance as I live in Canada and we are forced to learn french (But alas I remember next to nothing) Are you going to work in France? Or be a translator that would be cool.

  4. listentothecity said

    Oh, sorry; I came here specifically for the translation program. The school is in DC, not far away from home in Philadelphia, so it was perfect. I don’t plan on working in France (although I was born and raised there, and I could if I wanted to), but I did want to become a professional translator. Not so sure anymore, thinking about more school…

    Thanks for the clarification :)

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